The energy has been turned up so high here….all night. Who knows what it could be. Maybe its the summer or the full moon in the sky. But, whatever the case, you can feel the change in the air. Change is not always a bad thing usually I think its a bad thing because its usually always directed at me. Yet on the other hand, I know what its like to be held down by the thoughts of others.
The truth is there are many sides to me. Who I am today is not necessarily, who I will be tomorrow. Its not that I have a split personality or that I am putting on a show. I think people who are like that, are not necessarily good. But, the truth is we as people evolve. And, when you’ve lived as many lives as I have lived, there is bound to be some extremes in that evolution. Not many people would understand but it means nothing.
So I look at the changes around me and wonder is the evolution. Could this be the beginning of a fresh start. And, I think of the possibilities. What if all the same old bad things and routines didn’t mean anything. What if we didn’t look at every move as a scheme to get the jump on. Just how much easier would life be if things could be that way. It would be soooo nice to shop, fuck and several other things…and it means nothing.
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