Occurrence

The attitudes of late have taken me on a flashback to years gone by. I’ve only seen actions and attitudes like this from where I’ve come from. And, the timing would fit considering all thats happened or is happening. All this trouble for one person, to draw one person out. All this trouble for one person who decided long ago, it did not want to be involved. Questions and ideas about whether this person was good or bad, right or wrong have been swirling around…..even more so lately. My answer to that is take yesterday and make that day be every single day for inception to departure. That attitude and energy is all too familiar. Technically, It’s the root reason why everyone is in the mess their in. It explains why a certain “gent” has been peculiar lately. But, I digress, when it comes to the integrity and heart of the person that departed from my life….that is not business to tell. But, if you know me, it’s heart that matters and I wouldn't keep anybody around my life if their heart wasn’t in the right place. Furthermore, the authority of that person’s language or ideas…..is also not my business to tell. But, I can tell you that there is maybe nobody who actually knows me, you and everybody else better. How easily we forget, he has been here (where I was and where I am) before a lot of people that are here now. This person can account for a lot of things. But, if he doesn't want anything to do with me, I am not going to force it. I am not going to bother, ask or anything. I hate to speculate about things but its the only thing that makes sense to me.