Occurrence

That is so frustrating! The idea that a war could be started over the fact that I have a relationship with one person. And, I went through this one time before. Well more than one time. It's like I don't want to get ugly over something so stupid. But, what pisses me off is that I look at all the things that I can't do because of other people. I think about everything I lost and I don't have then I actually get angry and I never angry. But, it's just like one more thing that I can't have. It's like one more thing that's owned and controlled by someone else. Can really own a name, a word, a punctation make, the air, or another person. And, if you really could own such a thing then how far do your rights extend. For the rest of my life, would I be excluded from something because you have a claim on it or is it as long as I know you. But, what really pisses me off is that you can throw a fit about it when no one bothered you and everybody roll up because they even got mentioned then do what their doing. And, it's okay! It might have been different if you were running someone else name throw the mud or was actually fucking with them. But, every one thinks it's acceptable. Yet if I get upset then I'm out of line when everyone else is acting a damn fool. It's like what the fuck do you really want. It's things like this that really just depress me because it's like so stupid. And, everyone is okay with that. Like I can live my life ducking and hiding but that's fine. Like I can be sick or damaged over it and sorry is suppose to be okay. It's always sooooo simple when it comes to me. My life really means nothing to a whole bunch of people and it never did from the start.