Seems like the older that we get, some things stay the same. The one thing that I am going to write about today is the “he” say and “she” say. It is this gossip that can sometimes make or break situations. And, I have had several events in my life with friends and lovers that break down because of communication. It’s one thing to learn gossip on the fly but another to be drawn into it.
In a particular situation, I heard the word on the street that I was this that and the other. And, since I really can’t get clarification of some thing and I hearing all this he say and she say. Wnat’s a boy to do but assume the worst and take it all in. Now its one thing to know that your relationship is breaking apart but it feels different. I feel like I am being pulled away. And, I just don’t like that.
Is there a way to break the rumor mill, save face and know the difference. It is because of certain matters and instances, I feel like a fool not that I didn’t feel like one before. But, at this point, I just want to move on; I dont really care whose wrong or right. Why? because I just don’t feel like fighting about things that are going to produce anything good, bring in love and build things. I’m interested in truth and building up my character. I’m interested in helping people and being in a web of friendship.
The most I can do for any of my sins or deeds is say sorry (even though I’ve said it before). I don’t know if that sorry will fall on deaf ears, if it will be accepted or returned. But, I’ve just got to keep on growing in the meantime, I have got to get better at my own life; smarter, stronger and definitely harder. So the moral of the story is don’t put too much faith in gossip and don’t lose yourself in it either.
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