Okay, the example that I am about to give you is very cliche but I want you to bare with me. So I am assuming that everyone reading this has went to high school. And, when you went to high school there was at least one kid who was a total asshole. So you graduate and you meet this person done the line. Then you find that this person is a totally brand new person, this person is a good person even though they might have made your life a living hell.
Being a bad person is just like being a racist simply because it is a learned experience. It is something that we learn from other people. And, it is something that grows in us. I know some of you might think that there is no excuse for an adult to not act right. But, the mind is a tender and delicate thing….if you’ve ever been a fool in love, if you ever had a mental break down or been betrayed by a friend then you were under the control of someone else.
And, I can say from experience that when you feed a monster or a brain it grows bigger. So if you fight or treat a person equally awfully then you have feed the thing that has started a fire in the mind. You have to love the people that hurt you. You have to love the people that are trying to hurt you. And, I know its hard because I have a few choice people in my life who I think are the Devil or Hades actual seed.
Despite all the reasons that everyone has been spouting, you have to love people sometimes for what they don’t know. I’m not saying treat people like they are idiots. For example, I have someone in my life and I feel him being pushed out. And, to be honest, he has kind of been pushing him self out. But, some how and some way, we have still remained friends. That alone is reason enough to hold on because you want people in your life who will root themselves to the ground, hold on.
And, it wasn’t until yesterday that I was sure that something was trying to come between us. I want to believe its just in my head or that its stupid. I’m hoping that there is something I am missing. But, I am starting to believe that its not. This event means something, not just for me and him but for so many people that I have lost in the past. I just think its ugly to break people up; its not like were crutches or ruining each others lives. It’s this way for one or two reasons, 1. being that they dont want us to be friends because of who we are and what could be offered to each other. 2. because maybe…..just maybe somebody doesn't want somebody to see something or see something that’s about to happen or has happened. But, then again when I think about it…..it could be as awful as it looks and they (including him) want me to leave him and cause a scene that will further damage me.
Whatever is going on and whatever happens…We have to live in love. It’s the one thing that other people can’t seem to do because they have been hating for so long. But, on a final note, something happened just recently and a couple times in the last few hours. I’ve been painted as someone who is pulling strings and calling in favors. Like I am some kind of king pin or something. What other people do or do in my name has nothing to do from me. And, anybody who says I am lying or a liar, I seriously question where you get your info from and your perspective of things. You came in a tipping point but there is a whole back story that you didn't even exist for. But, to be threatened is scary!
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