Sunday, October 12, 2014

Curiosity and Reactions

There are two things on my mind. Well maybe more than two things. I'm feeling kind of melancholy and with good reason. But, that's beyond the point. I've been meaning to write about curiosity for a while. 

It's no secret that we live in special times.  And, I look at all my lost friends; friends that are working against me. I wonder if they look at what their doing and think, someone did to me, what I'm doing to someone else. I wonder if they get curious about who or what did it to them. 

I don't know about you guys but I would want know what the hell happened. I would want to know who, what was said and I would want to be able to clear my name. It's a common occurrence these days that people assume everything on observation while the subjects know. That alone changes the nature of things. It could hardly ever be authentic and if kiss your butt is the only way to get to know you then how could that person be authentic. Even if they suffer from Stockholm Syndrome; it's not really real. 

Next I want to talk about reactions. If you talk to several different people about me then your going to get several different answers. And, it's not because I'm crazy or have two personalities. Yeah, I have baggage but I still know how to be nice to people. 

Who I am to other people has more to do with how those people treat me. You treat me mean or bad then you get what you get. And, people don't understand that. I'm not mother Mary. I can't be perfect. 

Furthermore, people can't see themselves. Their egos are so big and they have the power to eliminate their wrongs. But, still expect so much from you. It's not fair because when you fall below those expectations then you suffer. 

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