Long Distance

Well, I meant to write earlier but I couldn't stop myself from daydreaming all day. I've got so many ideas for things I want to do and need to do. It's bad to be this way to be when you know that you have so much that you need to focus on. 

I know that I don't want to be a bum. I've got so much that I want to do and need to do. But, there is so much that I can do. It's moments like now that I realize the importance of time and distance. Sometimes having the time and space from something. Can make all the difference between being wreck less and impulsive. 

Going through tough emotions with friends and lovers is hard. Being here I have learned that when your on top of someone one all the time, it's easy to get annoyed. It's easy to take a disagreement that should have ended where it started and continue it. Having time and space from each other is what saves relationships in those unsure times. 

In the past I would feel awful about having space from them. I would miss them and have to find a reason to call. And, I would come back so quickly and the air wouldn't be clear. So we would be living with the mess and all over each. Usually ending in broken relationships. So these days I don't feel bad; I just want this person to love. I just want to love people; so you have to give them their freedom. 

Well, that's it for today! Nothing too serious to talk about tonight. But, as the saying goes, tomorrow is another day. And, I'm sure it will be full ups and downs. So until then....