One thing I am confident is that there are certain things that alleged bad guys don’t know. And, I say alleged bad guys because there really is no such thing as bad people. Being bad is not something your born with; its the choices that you make. And, it’s a lot easier to make bad decisions when you have one side of the information or your objectives are purely business wise.
There is not much that I know about professionally judging people or counseling them but one thing I know is that you can’t you can’t be concerned about image and you cant fix one person. What I mean by that is, “Let’s say you have banged up computer; inside and out”. You go to get your computer fixed and the outside looks brand new but what about the inside. Secondly, lets say your married and your having a tough time in your marriage. So partner 1 elects for therapy, goes to a therapist and tells him all the problems. And, then the therapist goes ahead to lay all the blame on partner 2.
People arent business and the only time they really are JUST business is when you plan on killing them. When it comes to people, you just can’t beat and make them without finding out and understanding why things are the way they are. And, you can’t discount someone because they are younger; younger people grow up to be older people. Lastly, you can’t define people by one action or a side of them that you don’t like.
So I feel like, if you want to change things and really work on things; stop looking outside. You have to work inside. Forget Europe and anything else outside. Why? Because your working against human nature. There is always going to be someone who likes me. There is always going to be someone who cares. Some where along the way. Focus on the people here because that is where the problem is. Don’t just focus on everybody else because your wasting your time. And, if you really wanted to fix something you would ask questions. As I can see it now, there is a group of old people from my local past that are clinging on to one man as a hope to get them out of the shit. And, I am very sure he has been feed all kinds of things. This is my theory but I have clues to it. So I could be wrong.
What I know about them old local people is they have been coached and trained to act better than they were. And, not because it was needed but because they need to look good for their plans to work. Everything has to look good for their plan to work. Which also helps explain why a certain someone that I blogged about recently was pushed out of the picture because he makes things look bad. And, this is what I am talking about. So if we are going to build bridges, get some truth and end this thing lets make it real. Lets try to sit at a table and talk honestly. Lay out what you know and think. Let me respond to that and give you my truth. Nobody else needs to get hurt especially people that want the truth. Folks out here are going crazy because they think they are being exposed and are going to be hurt. Maybe that person is trying to reach out to you or has some words for you. And, as much as some of you think foreigners and people that are different pokemon. You would think you’d be open to it since you have to catch them all.
And, that requires work and training here not acquisition of foreign and high quality objects or people. Work on relationships and training on how to be better as a people. Like if I am going to be stuck with a whole bunch of people…Id like to know that I am not going to catch my death from my favorite meal. I’d like to know that I am not going to have to file for bankruptcy because I get in a car accident. How do we make trump checks? And, before that we have to make some attitude adjustments. Everybody can’t be an all mighty chief. You can’t just handle people and do them any kind of way just because you don’t like them. You cant just ruin peoples lives. We all dislike people and as many times as I have wanted to push a few people down the steps, I don’t do it because its wrong and further more I know that it will come back to me.
It’s like we cant keep playing games on each other. Its one thing if you have your relationship with someone and you do your thing. But, when its at the expense of someone else or it goes too far then maybe something needs to change.
In closing, maybe this would happen if it was actually easier to do than whats been going on. But, I know that if you have the mind and platform to make people hate each other. If you have the power and money to make things disappear. Then you have more than enough to make people love each other. You might get hurt or exposed in the process but that comes with the territory at this part of the game. But, no one can fault you or hurt you and get away with it for doing the right thing. And, thats why I keep going on even though all the chips are down. I believe that I am around fair minded people. I believe that I have surround myself with people who are constructive first before they are anything else. They are strong with morals and principles that sometimes differ from my own or others but they don't destroy people for it. But by God thats the kind of man I want to be. Thats what my mother always knew I could be. I imagine a lot of you other people feel that way about where you are and where you stand. Just don't forget your goodness and being humble. We write our futures by the deeds we do.
In the beginning this was going to be a letter to someone but I’ve said how I felt in text messages and so forth but nothing. This message might not reach the person it was intended for but hopefully someone gets something out of it. The hardest part of publishing this letter is letting go of the hope I feel right now. And, coming back to reality and the way things really are. More Dreams!
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