Afternoon Edition: Running Out Of Road

The past few weeks and months may be as close to peace time that's been seen. With a sudden change; new attitudes and people ready to go to new heights are emerging. It's like those people who only go to church on special occasions; they are pulling their Sunday's best. Like the football team that's getting ready to play their rival, the vibrato or hype of ego's booms so loud it vibrates walls. And, I ask myself should I be offended. Should I even care or even be concerned. Should I be worried?

At this point my brain is such a cloud. And, things are starting to become engaging....I just can't even think let alone care. All I'm thinking to myself is, God give me the strength to not lose my mind and not to lose my mind on someone else. Beyond that, I'm praying for the one thing I always think about. That one thing is everybody else. I hope that cooler heads prevail. I hope that we grow up. In the end, there is always going to be someone who disagrees, no matter if you kill this person or just hurt them. There will always be someone who knows the truth or atleast the version that they have. And, no one is truly going to come out of it without going further in the shit. 

Anyway, now it's back to me. This is where it gets ugly. And, this is something I know from experience. Now the pressure is on me and I have to make good decisions. Not just good decisions for the short terms but long term decisions. I've got to remember that whatever I do that affects someone else, could, would and will come back to me. And, I just can be involved in anything to reckless now. I feel reality or my mortal right here and now. This is it! There is no more road to go down.