Yesterday

Yesterday was not my favorite kind of day. Every minute I got up to do something, there was something else to do. There is this push to be home and just be here. But, do what? I mean there is always school, looking for a job and exercise, which I do anyway. 

I'm always in need of a break most days. But, sometimes just sitting here is just like the saying about idle hands, "Idle hands are the devil's playground". I feel like I'm sitting here and just waiting to get in trouble. 

Sometimes I feel like what's the point, I'm not going anywhere. At this point, I wish I had a ticket anywhere so things could just calm the fuck down. It's been entirely too insane for my taste lately. But, life is what it is...better to just take it as it comes.