Afternoon Edition vol. 2

I've said it once today on Facebook, "I'll never understand how people can get mad at you for things that they did to you". I don't really mind speaking the truth about something that's already beating me up on another level. 

And, it's not fair for some to talk all kinds of junk about you. And, then to not even be able to talk about it to save your relationship or to even clear your name. From the bottom of my heart I feel like that's the big issue, having a relationship. How is it that you can be friends for years and only see this side of someone. 

Then how stupid do you have to be, to think that something that wrecks someone else is going to be forgotten about. For the rest of my life or atleast for a good long while people are going to be asking me about this. And, this brings me back to my life. People are not going let me take steps in my life because of madness like this.

I can't depend on other people to always be there or to come in and step in for me. And, truth be told, I don't want certain people speaking for me. If you don't like me then you shouldn't have anything to do with me. And, I don't care if your sorry because sorry is not going to let all the people who've come across me and heard this make my life better. 

And, I don't back track or retract. I don't delete posts. I apologize if I hurt your feelings are hurt. But, right now, my life is hurting. My life is just a little bit worst because of something you've done. And, it should be that your never in a position again to do this to some one. If you would do it to me, same black kid that nobody really gives a fuck about......I'd hate to see what you would do someone who matters in this world. Some one who is important. Someone who has someone who has people depending on them. It's just not fair!