Daniel Lives In Theory

Yesterday went by so fast and it really was a weird day. In a way I guess you could say it was a day of awakenings. Sometimes you think that your doing okay. You think that your just getting by. And, then you really realize that you’ve havent really got anything done. Like a hamster on a wheel; you keep running but you don’t get anywhere. And, I cried about it….yes, I cry from time to time. Simply because I know that if I could just open one day that maybe I could gain enough momentum to open another door or at the very least crash through it. 

I know that most people will say that, “He is so young” and yadda yadda. And, in some ways that is true even though I am on the wrong end of my twenties. Normally, I would have some really angry statement in response to that. But, the sad truth is that we all have to start somewhere. And, I wanted to think of a very cool way of expressing how I feel, what it’s like and what it means. 

Here is what I came up with.

When I was in high school, two of my best female friends and I heard about the R.O.P (Regional Occupation Program). The program lets you train for different careers for free. There were several careers we could choose from but each of us was passionate about hair. And, so we signed up together. We thought it would be easy, that we would have our hands on hair all day and we would be creating amazing hair styles. But, in the hair education industry you have your practical education which is when you have your hands on hair. Then you have your theory education which is the time you send in the classroom. Needless to say, we didn't want to leave school and have to go to another school but we loved it. 

Hopefully you see where I am going with this. Daniel lives in theory! And, there is nothing wrong with having book knowledge but if you can’t apply your knowledge in the practical world and meet your physiological needs plus the requirements of the world/society then your wasting your time. To be honest, I feel that way about getting my Master’s degree at the moment but that’s another story. 

Furthermore, it’s like Madonna says (even though I am sure she got it from someone else), “You can only learn so much in one place, the more time that I wait, the more time that I waste”. And, this is where the tears come in because where do I start? And, if I can’t get in where I fit in then that means that I will have to start all over. Which might be fine if I was some where, where I wanted to be in my life. 

In closing, they say it’s not the end until its worked out for the good. Well, this is going a lot longer than I thought. If there is such a thing as karma then the rest of my life is going to be the best of my life. So I’ve just got to hold on in the mean time and make better decisions. But, with all the things that I go through over money and more, I realize that its not only hurt me but it hurts other things that could be. 

Have a good day everyone.